Friday, November 11, 2005

sincerethots.

its friday. and somethings missing ):

that feeling of excitement for tml. haha. will be stuck down at shop. oh wells. another five more days next week and the lessons will be over. cant wait. feel like such weaklings at the mercy of the clock everyday.

praise God, they changed the timing. so lessons end at three today and i could make it to northeast pm (: gi told me smth that really made me think. i know that someday i have to tell the pple ard me abt my faith. but i never really dared to think abt how and when. so was pondering about it on the way home.

this faith is the reason i did many things and i didnt do many things. i know that i would have trashed aside my studies if not for that faith. i would have gotten myself into relationships and friendships that wont last. i would still be living hard to please people.

but its for the faith that i realised so many things that will last me through my years. it made me see things less complicatedly, in the way it was created to be. it made me feel the unconditional love, agape. it made me fulfilled and live a real life.

that twenty or maybe ten years down the road, i wont look back and be happy that my youth was spent having fun, and only having fun.

so whatever comes my way now, i pray that i can fight it with you.

: D

see you at the finishing line.

ephesians 6 10- 18
10Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. 13Therefore put on the full armor of God, so that when the day of evil comes, you may be able to stand your ground, and after you have done everything, to stand. 14Stand firm then, with the belt of truth buckled around your waist, with the breastplate of righteousness in place, 15and with your feet fitted with the readiness that comes from the gospel of peace. 16In addition to all this, take up the shield of faith, with which you can extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one. 17Take the helmet of salvation and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God. 18And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

sch.


this is pam's hand.
taken at the hospital. rushed to visit her in between the extra lessons and the extraextra lessons. the caregrp went to. : D
hope we made it better for you, girl. take truckloads of care. god bless!

school is getting really really tedious and draining. hmm. and i cant go for service this saturday, because some family thing and i gotta help with stuff. and i was sustaining thru the week with the hope to go service. hmm, maybe should go for the adults one again.

but then, dont have ss extraextraextra lesson. hope can make it to pm tml. because of all the lessons, missing out so much.

hear our cry.
may we shine.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

ichigo! : D

im brave? lol. how inaccurate. but then again, lemme self delude lah.
haha. look. watched 6 epis just now. : D
actually read before the episodes. but manga's black and white what. bleach's different from other manga that i read though. (: nice nice nice. haha.

xtra lessons arent so hard too. sitting between ber and ser (: it rhymes! haha.

lalala.

bloodshed.

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

theres three hours of maths tomorow.

how to stay saint?

rantings.

i applaud the authorities for being so sweet and thoughtful, they think that weaker students like us really need help and got us more extra lessons! on top of those we already have. aint they nice? and now, school ends at four daily. until next week. and so, i have to give caregroup a miss.
some salt and light i am.
it was 25 and above last year.
now its 21 and above.
im worrying for the juniors.

felt so crapped up and all, so went to splurge on stationery with cixin, after making IC.
i took a horrendous photo for IC. ):

oh, and you know that they have to scan in ur fingerprints and computerise it and store it in the database? cixin realised theres this checkbox for NO FINGERS. omg. then what about those criminals with no fingers? how to track them down? ahha.

and im getting addicted to coffee.
pammie gave me starbucks mocha today : D thanks girl!
and im gona be needing loads of them to survive through the homework we gona get.

watched some bleach.
i love that orange hair guy : D

its this unspoken thing we have between us because of Him.
something shallow to be felt, deep to comprehend.
maybe if u never get it, we will just part and forget it ever existed.
forever we speak too much, eternity we never will know.

But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.

i want to live by this.

Monday, November 07, 2005

mf!

very tired. zzz.
slept for 3.5 hours only.

school was. saturating.
stuff us with info. stuff stuff.
*thinks of turkey.

uhm. went to eat with pam, while waiting for yihui so a little session.
nice sister treated us.
mochacinno. im addicted to coffee. <3
potato wedges and loads of bread.

learnt alot from yihui's small talk.
really appreciated it too.
that she will talk time off to spend time with us.
over neoprints.
a lasting friendship with true fellowship.
a worshipful life.

:D
planning cg.

homework.
live a life's pleasing to you.

open up my eyes.

Sunday, November 06, 2005

still at the wing.

i leant the lesson the hard way.
what they mean by being too complacent over salvation.

but im gona take it, move on and go a futher way.

i will wait.

at the WING.

how come so little pple online?
im talking to rachelfong and arkar. lol.

at the cathaypacific hongkong business longue.
haha!
they offered alot of things for us to change our flight to the seven plus one.
so we did.
and we get to be promoted to business class : D and get money also.

blessed ehh (:
they got ps2 games and the arcade driving thingy here. (:

too lazy to blog abt the trip.
but it was fun lah..

upload photos someday.

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

gone

gone!
1st nov- 6th nov (:
taipei, hongkong.

haha like the thailand trip.
1st june-6th june.